I have not lost God.
I have lost my brother, my childhood companion, my adulthood confidant.
I have not lost grace.
It is in the midst of grief, mourning, and pain.
I have not lost faith.
I have reassurance in the life-everlasting.
I have not lost hope.
I have prayers never-ceasing.
I have not lost love.
I have family, friends, and puppies.
I am not lost.
I’m just not home yet.
I have not lost God.
He never leaves me. He gives me faith, hope, and love.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Wake me up
Wake me up to that Sunday dinner before the wreck, Mom's good food, Mike's big grin, fun and laughter.
Wake me up to February 14, 1970, to see the look on Mom and Dad's faces as they gaze at their baby boy.
Wake me up to the day Mike proposed to Laura, to the smiles, tears, and little sister beaming with pride.
Wake me up to June 3, 1998, as big brother Mike becomes a Daddy.
Wake me up to one more moment in the ICU, where I can hold and craddle my big brother just one more time.
Wake me up in Heaven where the hurt, pain, and hole are no more.
Wake me up to today, Lord, to your Word, your Will, to Life.
Without you Lord, do not wake me up tomorrow, for You are what sustains me.
Wake me up to February 14, 1970, to see the look on Mom and Dad's faces as they gaze at their baby boy.
Wake me up to the day Mike proposed to Laura, to the smiles, tears, and little sister beaming with pride.
Wake me up to June 3, 1998, as big brother Mike becomes a Daddy.
Wake me up to one more moment in the ICU, where I can hold and craddle my big brother just one more time.
Wake me up in Heaven where the hurt, pain, and hole are no more.
Wake me up to today, Lord, to your Word, your Will, to Life.
Without you Lord, do not wake me up tomorrow, for You are what sustains me.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Thanks for the chicken and dumplings
Among the many wonderful expressions of love is the gift of food. One of our precious family member's brought chicken and dumplings for Easter Sunday lunch. As I have tried to sum up the experience of Monday night's visitation in my head, I keep thinking of chicken and dumplings.
Both sets of our grandmothers (and mother) often made chicken and dumplings. Think about your memories of this food if you are fortunate enough to have grown up with it. Chicken and dumplings is warm, it's nourishing, it's comforting, it makes you tired and sleepy and ready for a Sunday afternoon nap, it is love.
As we all gazed at the numbers of people who so graciously waited to express thier sympathies and mourn with us, I am sure it was pretty obvious that we were overwhelmed and worn.
Yet somehow, after waiting a couple of days to really reflect on it, I was able to come to this conclusion; every single one of you brought us warmth, nourishment, made us tired and sleepy and ready for a nap (we ALL slept well Monday night-much needed), and you brought us LOVE.
On behalf of the Mike Watson, Jr Family...
THANKS FOR THE CHICKEN AND DUMPLINGS
Love,
Rhonda
Both sets of our grandmothers (and mother) often made chicken and dumplings. Think about your memories of this food if you are fortunate enough to have grown up with it. Chicken and dumplings is warm, it's nourishing, it's comforting, it makes you tired and sleepy and ready for a Sunday afternoon nap, it is love.
As we all gazed at the numbers of people who so graciously waited to express thier sympathies and mourn with us, I am sure it was pretty obvious that we were overwhelmed and worn.
Yet somehow, after waiting a couple of days to really reflect on it, I was able to come to this conclusion; every single one of you brought us warmth, nourishment, made us tired and sleepy and ready for a nap (we ALL slept well Monday night-much needed), and you brought us LOVE.
On behalf of the Mike Watson, Jr Family...
THANKS FOR THE CHICKEN AND DUMPLINGS
Love,
Rhonda
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Memorials for Mike Watson Jr
From Mike Watson Sr.
Thank you for your prayers of support and love you have shown us. Hold dear to your loved ones, hug them and keep God in your life. Without Him it is difficult if not impossible to bear the tragedies that life sometimes offers.
In lieu of flowers, we ask that memorials be sent to:
Jonesboro United Methodist Church
407 W. Main Street
Sanford, NC 27330
Thank you for your prayers of support and love you have shown us. Hold dear to your loved ones, hug them and keep God in your life. Without Him it is difficult if not impossible to bear the tragedies that life sometimes offers.
In lieu of flowers, we ask that memorials be sent to:
Jonesboro United Methodist Church
407 W. Main Street
Sanford, NC 27330
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Arrangements for Mike Watson
Thank you for your patience as we plan our "see-ya's," (no good-byes) to Mike.
A visitation will be held at Jonesboro United Methodist Church Wesley Center, Sanford, North Carolina, Monday, April 13 from 6pm-8pm.
Honoring his wishes, Mike will be cremated. There will not be a viewing.
A Memorial Celebration is planned for Sunday, May 3 from 3pm until... at the same location.
Thank you for your prayers and outpouring of love as we grieve our brother, son, father, husband, cousin, grand child, nephew, uncle, friend.
We hope that after some time to mourn the loss, you will find the reasons to celebrate Mike's life as he would want us to. Please bring those celebrations to the Memorial Celebration.
Let Easter Sunday sustain you with reassurance that we have a God who knows what it is like to lose his son. Know that Mike is living in eternity with the Father.
Once again, on behalf of that big Teddy Bear and family,
Rhonda
A visitation will be held at Jonesboro United Methodist Church Wesley Center, Sanford, North Carolina, Monday, April 13 from 6pm-8pm.
Honoring his wishes, Mike will be cremated. There will not be a viewing.
A Memorial Celebration is planned for Sunday, May 3 from 3pm until... at the same location.
Thank you for your prayers and outpouring of love as we grieve our brother, son, father, husband, cousin, grand child, nephew, uncle, friend.
We hope that after some time to mourn the loss, you will find the reasons to celebrate Mike's life as he would want us to. Please bring those celebrations to the Memorial Celebration.
Let Easter Sunday sustain you with reassurance that we have a God who knows what it is like to lose his son. Know that Mike is living in eternity with the Father.
Once again, on behalf of that big Teddy Bear and family,
Rhonda
Friday, April 10, 2009
April 10, 2009
Mike did not change much during the night, however his fever did break and BP continues to stay in a desired range. This morning a blood clot was found in his right leg, the same one that is fractured. Unfortunately not an unexpected development. Treatment is being started for that. He is responded positively to some venilatory changes. We are grateful for that. He desperately needs to improve his ventilation.
You hear so many seemingly hollow statements during times like these..."just pray," "we're holding up," "one day at a time," "moment by moment." Know this, these are not hollow statements. These represent our reality. We look at pieces and parts of Mike's progress and are constantly thankful that he is still here.
Many have asked questions about the wreck and what happened. We honestly do not know the details. The basics are as follows, he ran off the road approximately a half a mile from his house, about 15 feet off the road into trees. His truck caught fire. At this time, until we have more factual details, we will not put out any more information than that. While we need to understand how we got to where we are, we are trying to focus on where we are at now versus exactly how we got here. The injury pattern from the wreck explains enough right now. Please be patient and understanding as we are not focused on that part right now. We understand that the wanting to know is a part of your love and concern for Mike. That is what we are immensley grateful for.
Hunter is with family and friends today. Pray for a fun and child-like day for him.
I am reminded that today is Good Friday. As we head into this Easter weekend, remind yourself of the Lord's sacrafice and difficult walk he had. Remind yourself of the glorious resurrection on Sunday. Life is hard. God is good. Don't get the two confused (words of wisdom from some wise friends).
Love, peace, and humbling thanks,
Rhonda for the Mike Watson Family
You hear so many seemingly hollow statements during times like these..."just pray," "we're holding up," "one day at a time," "moment by moment." Know this, these are not hollow statements. These represent our reality. We look at pieces and parts of Mike's progress and are constantly thankful that he is still here.
Many have asked questions about the wreck and what happened. We honestly do not know the details. The basics are as follows, he ran off the road approximately a half a mile from his house, about 15 feet off the road into trees. His truck caught fire. At this time, until we have more factual details, we will not put out any more information than that. While we need to understand how we got to where we are, we are trying to focus on where we are at now versus exactly how we got here. The injury pattern from the wreck explains enough right now. Please be patient and understanding as we are not focused on that part right now. We understand that the wanting to know is a part of your love and concern for Mike. That is what we are immensley grateful for.
Hunter is with family and friends today. Pray for a fun and child-like day for him.
I am reminded that today is Good Friday. As we head into this Easter weekend, remind yourself of the Lord's sacrafice and difficult walk he had. Remind yourself of the glorious resurrection on Sunday. Life is hard. God is good. Don't get the two confused (words of wisdom from some wise friends).
Love, peace, and humbling thanks,
Rhonda for the Mike Watson Family
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